The Wii Fit comes with a variety of exercise programs. I have tried Yoga. As you perch on the board, (which suspiciously resembles a scale) a female instructor calmly demonstrates poses. While you struggle to contort your ridged body to resemble her perfect, digitally-generated curves, a urine-colored cloud appears near targeted areas. If your pose is in line with the instructor’s movement, a red dot materializes. If your pose is (inevitably) off, the instructor says antagonizing (errr), I mean, encouraging remarks like, “I notice you are not stable – find your center of balance” or “Remember to relax – breath in through your nose, out through your mouth.” While I am grateful for the constructive criticism, I don’t appreciate the haughty tone that creeps into the Instructor’s voice as I attempt the Half Moon Bend for the fifth time. My mind begins to wander. What does she really know? She lives inside a consol manufactured in Japan. She’ll never feel the pains of the freshman fifteen or post-baby stomach flab. Her figure will stay flawless, immune to the wear of aging. Is she a sympathetic motivator or just one of those mean, non-perspiring girls at the gym that glances condescendingly at your treadmill timer while you puff away? I don’t want to salute the sun! You salute the sun, Bitch! I lurch off the board, pick my runaway stretch pants out of my butt crack, grab the Wii and turn it off with a satisfying click. Then I go into the kitchen and calm myself down with a cookie.
Sunday, December 26, 2010
Wii Need To Get Physical
The Wii Fit comes with a variety of exercise programs. I have tried Yoga. As you perch on the board, (which suspiciously resembles a scale) a female instructor calmly demonstrates poses. While you struggle to contort your ridged body to resemble her perfect, digitally-generated curves, a urine-colored cloud appears near targeted areas. If your pose is in line with the instructor’s movement, a red dot materializes. If your pose is (inevitably) off, the instructor says antagonizing (errr), I mean, encouraging remarks like, “I notice you are not stable – find your center of balance” or “Remember to relax – breath in through your nose, out through your mouth.” While I am grateful for the constructive criticism, I don’t appreciate the haughty tone that creeps into the Instructor’s voice as I attempt the Half Moon Bend for the fifth time. My mind begins to wander. What does she really know? She lives inside a consol manufactured in Japan. She’ll never feel the pains of the freshman fifteen or post-baby stomach flab. Her figure will stay flawless, immune to the wear of aging. Is she a sympathetic motivator or just one of those mean, non-perspiring girls at the gym that glances condescendingly at your treadmill timer while you puff away? I don’t want to salute the sun! You salute the sun, Bitch! I lurch off the board, pick my runaway stretch pants out of my butt crack, grab the Wii and turn it off with a satisfying click. Then I go into the kitchen and calm myself down with a cookie.
How Corrupt Are You??
Saturday, December 25, 2010
Merry Bed Intruder
Sunday, December 19, 2010
Pull On My Beard
I had similar doubts about the legitimacy of Santa Clause. When I finally got to the front of the line and was placed upon his lap, I was more suspicious than impressed. Like those damn snowbanks, he was all fake flash - a beard made of perfect ringlets, a plastic belt buckle, matted fur cuffs. This isn't real.
While Mall Santa embodied all of the tacky wonders of middle America consumerism, Land of Make Believe Santa was a far stranger character. Land of Make Believe Santa lived in the Christmas Barn, one of the many attractions my hometown's kiddie amusement park had to offer. The barn was open year round, enabling children to have a chat with the Big Man in the heat of July. Visitors were escorted through a doorway that resembled a chimney. Upon climbing up a spiral staircase, one entered a gigantic attic filled with light-up displays. At the end of the path sat Santa, waiting patiently, creepily, for an inevitable interaction. While at the Christmas Barn, I refused to even sit on Santa's lap, choosing instead to stand a good five feet away and nod my head vigorously in response to his rhetorical questions. The decision was wise beyond my years. Santa smelled like moth balls and probably was played by Carnies on rotating shifts.
In my mind, if there was a Santa, he was Chris Van Allsburg's version. I had a copy of The Polar Express that came with a read-along cassette. I would take the book and my Casio recorder into my closet, shut the door and listen. The narrator's voice was deep and soothing. The story was also great. In The Polar Express, the main character is doubtful. However, Santa is a smart man, one who weaves the power of belief into the details of ordinary life. A train could take you to New York or the North Pole, a bell was a porch chime or part of a reindeer's harness. Magic was there but you had a choice - you could only see what you wanted to see.
Monday, December 13, 2010
Fighting Words Part II
Steps:
1. Approach wronged/irritated individual
2. Start to say, "You make me so mad. . ."
3. Followed by a detailed description of an aggressive yet outlandish act
4. Encourage wronged/irritated individual to reciprocate
5. Hug each other
Examples of Potential Aggressive Yet Outlandish Acts:
"You make me so mad I am going to get you in the scissor hold and flick your earlobes until you whimper for mercy."
"You make me so mad I am going to punch your kneecaps with my thumb knuckles until they are red and chapped."
"You make me so mad I am going to pin you down, cram my big toe into your navel and dangle my bangs in your mouth."
The reason the Smack Talk Tension Reliever works is two-fold. First, it allows both parties to express hostility without physical contact. Secondly, it infuses humor into an otherwise humorless situation. Cracking a smile is the beginning step on the road to reconciliation.
Sunday, December 12, 2010
Fighting Words
Tuesday, November 30, 2010
Smash His Camera
I watched "Smash His Camera" on Netflix the other night. The documentary explores the life and legacy of Ron Galella, one of the founding fathers of paparazzi-style photo journalism. Some critics claim that Galella's work is parasitic - in that it fed off the fame of subjects, in that he latched onto these stars with an irritating ferociousness similar to a flea with a Cannon. I felt this uncomfortable tension while at an exhibit of his at the Met last Spring. I was wary, even with the white walls, descriptive cards and glass. He got punched in the face by Marlon Brando. He was sued by Jackie O. He likes bunnies a lot. He is a New Jersey native. Love him or hate him, Galella's sparked more than one conversation. I guess that is enough of a reason to recommend "Smash His Camera." As the credits rolled, I felt entertained and mildly itchy.
Sunday, November 28, 2010
Our 5 Best Tree Ornaments
No, not K.S.
K.Z.
2. My Wreath O' Beans from Girl Scouts - a medley of dried beans affixed to a cardboard circle covered in hot glue. Nothing says "Merry Christmas" quite like fiber.
3. Oma's Decapitated Snowmen Yarn Heads - cheerful, googly-eyed snowmen with felt stocking caps that appear to be oblivious to the rest of their missing limbs.
4. My *Vintage (*Old) Wise Man - a plastic, hollow, teardrop shaped ball that contains one Wise Man figure, a Pine tree and a Camel. I never bothered to question why there was a Pine tree in the middle of the desert or where his other two equally Wise companions were. The decoration took on a higher value when I saved it from the clammy hands of a strange Townie while at my local antique store.
5. The Glass Pickle - a pickle made of glass. According to German tradition, (which, I assume, uses a real pickle as opposed to a glass one) a pickle is hidden in the Christmas Tree. On Christmas morning, whoever spots the pickle first gets an extra present. I have yet to see either of my Parents follow through with this promise. Every time the pickle is found, we are lucky if we receive a pat on the back, let alone an additional gift. Maybe it's because the urgency is nonexistent. If the pickle was real, it would be problematic if it wasn't found. The smell of rotting dill would permeate the entire room, killing the mood. When someone found the pickle, it would be relief worthy of a reward. One less year without the risk of later finding a shriveled, blackened vegetable, one that could easily be mistaken for a frost-bitten thumb, nestled between the branches.
Saturday, November 27, 2010
Home Alone Revisited
1. When Kevin first meets the Snow Shovel Man, his hand is wrapped in a piece of bloody cloth. The second time SSM meets/scares Kevin is at a Drug Store. We see SSM bloody cloth hand yet again when he grips the counter. The third time Kevin encounters SSM is at church. SSM's appearance is more docile and his hand now sports a Band Aid, probably one from the box he picked up while at the Drug Store. The continuity between all three scenes is funny.
2. The main reason given for Kevin's isolation is broken power lines. YET Kevin's parents are still able to call neighbors and leave messages. Also, Kevin later uses the phone to report that his house is being robbed. Fishy.
3. Kevin's older brother is the older brother from "The Adventures of Pete and Pete"
4. What happens to the mess Kevin makes after booby-trapping his house? Does he clean up before everyone gets home? What about the really messy stuff, like the tar on the steps or fire-scorched toilet? When his family arrives, Kevin looks well rested and his cuticles are pristine. Fishy x2.
5. John Hughes is listed in the credits as the author of the original story concept. John Hughes wrote "Uncle Buck" which starred Macaulay Culkin and John Candy. Their appearance in "Home Alone" is probably related to the Hughes connection.
6. Humphrey Bogart, the grittiest of celestial celebrities, is in "Angels with Dirty Faces."
Thursday, November 25, 2010
Thankskilling
In honor of Thanksgiving, I would like to present "Thankskilling" - a movie about a homocidal turkey. The film disturbed me to my very core and made me grateful that I have yet (to my knowledge) angered a vengeful bird. As "Thankskilling" illustrates, they don't forget easy.
Wednesday, November 24, 2010
Bear-Proof Jacket
Tuesday, November 23, 2010
Grab Baggage
Today on the front page of my local newspaper, there was a picture of a woman's butt cheeks being heaved around by a TSA employee, followed by the headline "U.S. Firm on Airport Security." Many have complained about these new pat-down standards. TSA has been advertising the mandates as a necessary evil - groping that is thwarting terrorism, one boob caress and groin tap at a time. While this may (or probably may not) be true, the way the media has portrayed the story is hilarious. Most of the time, articles come from the perspective of human rights violations. However, their hard-hitting quality immediately dissolves upon looking at coinciding sidebars - slapstick-y photos that reek of embarrassment and latex gloves. Inspired by such images, I decided to take cues from print news and fashion some headlines of my own. Enjoy.
AIRPORTS REMAIN ABREAST ON NEW SECURITY MEASURES
"All female chests are being classified as a double threat," says Janet Napolitano, chief of Homeland Security
PASSENGERS GET SHORT END OF THE STICK
"Before each flight, I like to put my wand in the toaster over so it isn't too cold," states Edna Williams, Newark TSA employee
Thursday, November 18, 2010
Puppy Love
Aint Nothin' Sadder Than a Desperate Waiter
Thursday, November 4, 2010
FIGHT for your RIGHT to PARRRKING!
Sunday, October 24, 2010
I Got A Rock
"Charlie Brown and the Great Pumpkin" - I watched it for the fortieth time. I am always amused by this particular scene. Really pathetic on Charlie's part. Also, I can relate to Lucy's irritation. Between the ages of four and seven, my brother always got sick on Halloween. Thus, because I was able bodied (and the under the unwavering title of 'The Oldest'), I was forced to ask for double doses of candy from the Neighbors. I always tried to briefly explain the situation to the candy-giver prior to asking ("My brother got diarrhea and had to go home early. Can I have another box of Junior Mints for him?") Often times my well-rehearsed rationale was greeted with rolled eyes and wary dispensing. I was never outrightly denied an extra sweet but it did come at the cost of my credibility. Although, all of my kiddie wheeling and dealing was not in vain. When I did returned from the a night of T&T, fingers cold and pillow-case full, Kyle would be waiting on the couch for me, still dressed in a Robin Hood or Cowboy outfit that never saw the light of any porch bulbs, his breath smelling of Mylanta. He would paw through what I had secured for him, happy with his loot. I felt better knowing that I had once again prevented a Halloween brouhaha....
Oh, and as collateral for my efforts, I always gave myself the preferred of the two pieces. 1/2 of Kyle's bag was bastard confections like Dots and Necco Wafers. He never seemed to mind.
Wednesday, October 20, 2010
Halloweenies
Monday, October 18, 2010
Mad (Wo)men
I am a part of the latter category when it comes to “Mad Men.” For those of you out of the loop, “Mad Men” is an AMC drama that centers on the lives of Ad Execs on Madison Avenue in the early sixties. “Mad Men’s” overarching theme is “appearances can be deceiving.” The characters behave accordingly. Their lives are governed by image, similar to the carefully crafted product campaigns they create. Behind tailored suits and declarations of wholesome propriety exists a whirl pool of repressed sexuality, addiction, highbrow racism and gender inequality.
The show is an honest, smart look at what is perceived to be one of America’s most evolving decades to date. Although, sometimes being asked to remember disparaging bits about our social history is not perceived as entertaining. In fact, it is considered downright unpleasant. I was reminded of this while speaking with a Friend’s Mom about the return of “Mad Men” to AMC in August. After politely listening to my enthusiastic rant on plot developments, she informed me that she herself did not enjoy the show. Curious, I asked why. She replied that she was bothered by the way women were portrayed.
Prior to my Friend’s Mom’s assessment, I felt bloated yet confident in my new favorite TV show pick. I had gorged on all three seasons earlier in summer, eager to be up to date. However, it was quite possible that said binging had left me without a legitimate taste for “Mad Men’s” true flavor. Her comment got me thinking – why didn’t I feel bothered by the women of “Mad Men”?
The types chicks found in “Mad Men” fall into three categories: Secretaries, Wives and Single Girls. Secretaries are working women who cater to the needs of Sterling Cooper’s male employees, filing or otherwise. Wives are beautiful, chain-smoking visions of crinoline who fix casseroles for dinner and put the kids to bed. Single Girls are impressionable young things who sip cocktails and bat their lashes for the Right Guy.
A part of me validates these one-dimensional waifs via contextual reasoning. These personas were not invented by the writers of “Mad Men” – most already existed. Furthermore, they were reinforced by the ideologies of the time. I don’t believe it is correct to ignore ignorance – isn’t that what got us in trouble in the first place? Still, another line of analysis validates the notion that entertainment often inadvertently reinforces as opposed to changes ideas.
What should be noted is the difference between character and identity. Amidst an abundance of classically vapid females, “Man Men” tosses in a handful of individuals that break away from the heel-clad pack. One example is Peggy. Through the course of her development, Peggy evolves from a meek Assistant to a respected Copy Editor – a herculean promotion for a woman in a male-dominated profession. Another is Joan, an Office Manager. Joan holds the subtle upper hand when it comes to business dynamics. She draws you in, all curves and smiles, and then whispers in your ear exactly what she is after – the epitome of charm with an agenda.
Such women are not the majority. Yet, their effect on “Mad Men” is all the more profound because they are outnumbered, because (for now) they are not understood. As for the standard Secretary-Wife-Single, none are immune. All feel restless in one way or another, hunched behind their typewriters, blotting their lipstick. As for me, my fan anxiety has become null. Each Sunday, I am no longer drawn to the couch for the sake of suspense. I already know what is going to happen. I am just waiting for it to be realized.
Sunday, October 3, 2010
Dessert Pants
If I continue to lack focus in regards to my life, I may look into becoming a Paint Sample Namer. Two Reasons: First, power. I would be the person who makes couples sweat it out in the isles of Home Depot, agonizing over the seemingly endless differences between Moonlight White and Simply White. Who else can say that their authority resides in the careful manipulation of nuanced details? Second, originality. My paint samples would be items, emotions, situations we all are aware of but never have considered...
Current Working Ideas:
1. 5'o Clock Flush (watery Pink)
2. Farmer's Tan (ruddy Red)
3. Talk Radio (garish Green)
4. Silent Treatment (Muted Gray)
5. Bread Ends (Crusty Brown)
Until I get the chance to peddle my ideas to Sherwin Williams, my dessert walls will just have to be patient and wear pants.
Thursday, September 23, 2010
Snore.
I don't believe creative people who claim that they make art for themselves. Their mantra is output only needs to involve the maker. Even if they make a point never to display, I doubt there isn't at least a fleeting desire to let someone in. One of the joys of writing is that giddy feeling I get shortly after finishing a story. In that suspended moment, I am not yet sure if anyone besides me will think the piece I wrote is interesting, if anybody will wish to read it. Nevertheless, I don't keep much of what I write tucked away. I am okay with being the fidgety girl with a smile on her face (a smile that could just as easily be a cringe), clutching a stack of papers, vulnerable but ready to take a chance.
Thursday, September 9, 2010
It's Alivvveee!!
Tuesday, August 31, 2010
Ride. Walk. Work. Repeat.
Saturday, August 14, 2010
Mane n' Tail
Sunday, August 1, 2010
Mr. Grey is Pink
AND THERE is the "Secretary" connection. Spader is not just a pigeon-holed bad guy, he is a type. Spader plays a Sadomasochist, no matter what the cinematic context. Still, the reason "Secretary" is him at his most believable is the fact that he has someone to beat down who doesn't shy away from the blows. Because of Lee's lack of victimization, Mr. Grey is seen as complex - both a Savior and an Aggressor. In contrast, in "Pink" he just comes off as an irate Bully with too much free time on his hands. Spader as Sadomasochist is effective only when he is allowed to transcend his assumed one-dimensional association with others on screen. If not, we as the audience are left to channel what was originally intended for the abuse recipient. Some of us are left feeling unconvinced. Other viewers enjoy it, hit play and hold out their wrists, waiting to be trussed up and debased with comforting regularity by the cold antics of James Spader...
I will part ways with a crappy found youtube slideshow, aptly entitled "Why James Spader is Hot." Relish in it. Or don't. Depends on what you like.
Thursday, July 22, 2010
Video Masha-roo!
I feel as if I should share something amusing.
Ready?
Go.
Recently I have been doing Video Mashups - similar to Music Mash-ups. One video is watched with the volume off while audio from video 2 is played simultaneously.
Here is video 1: MIA's "Paper Planes"
- hit pause when the video comes up.
Here is video 2: trailer for "Babies"
- mute/pause "Babies" trailer
- hit play on MIA video
- hit play on the "Babies" trailer
- watch "Babies" trailer while audio from MIA plays in background
the end.
Wednesday, July 14, 2010
The Birds
She was insistent.
A light breeze rippled through the space.
Tuesday, June 22, 2010
The Commun(e)ity Pool
The next day, my Mom asked me to tell her again what I had seen.
Sunday, June 13, 2010
Lion's Milk
"Ladies, I have something for you."
Something could be anything, anything could be something not worth stopping for. It was a trap. Besides, we were hungry.
"No thanks."
"Please, it is free."
Remove the value and the something became inconsequential.
We stopped. The man placed a safety pin decorated with glass beads in each of our wary palms.
"What is this?"
"It is a charm!"
I glanced at the basket. It was filled. People don't just spend hours beading safety pins, especially complimentary ones.
"Thanks, but why?"
The man sputtered.
"Well...to celebrate the end of spring and the return of summer and....uh...they are good luck."
A highly specific answer. I accepted it, fastening the nick-knack to my bag. We started to gather our belongings.
"Wait! There is more."
We paused, eyebrows raised.
"If you go through these doors, in the backyard is one of the world's largest tapestry pillows. I bet you'd love to recline on one of the world's largest tapestry pillows."
Maybe...
"Also, there are snacks."
Actually, yes. Yes, we would.
The man flourished with his cane towards the entrance. We stepped inside. The interior was the truest of wall to wall carpet - overlapping shag rugs in deep jewel tones, dim, sounds padded, voices muffled by yarn insulation.
Out back was a modest lot - crab grass, a crumpled oak. There, underneath the oak, was one of the world's largest tapestry pillows. It stretched out for miles, lumpy tiles cross-hatched together with thick thread. We gingerly stepped onto it, searching out its center. Upon locating a nucleus, we lay down. My limbs fell at awkward angles, knees elevated, pelvis sunk in, head skewed. The skin on the back of my wrists pressed against stiff follicles.
"Excuse me, would you two like your picture taken on one of the world's largest tapestry pillows?"
I sat up.
A woman with varicose veins held out a card with the letter 'B'
I crawled across the great expanse.
I took it from her.
I smiled.
A camera's flash fired.
My friend remembered a promise.
"Where are the snacks?"
The woman pointed to a cart.
Behind the cart was a boy. The boy wore a shrunken vest and a squat cap.
Half-hearted, he gestured to a spread.
"This is a cheese pastry. Over here we have stuffed grape leaves. We have Lion's Milk shots too."
"Lion's Milk?"
"It is a Turkish drink made out of grain alcohol."
"Can we get one of those?"
"Sure."
We knocked back the mix in dixie cups. I gagged, overwhelmed by anise.
"Sorry. I should have told you they were strong...Lions are strong. Get it?"
"I get it."
"Don't feel like you have to finish it. I can give you some water."
"No, I'm alright."
My friend was charmed.
"So, you live around here?"
"Yeah. But I go to the University of Maryland."
"You look a little like Aladdin in that outfit."
The boy rubbed his forehead.
"I am not even from Turkey...it is a summer job. I kind of hate it."
The Lion's Milk had begun to sink into my bones. Sympathy gripped me.
"It's gonna be okay man. Money is money."
Chanting music faded in from a nearby speaker.
The boy poured himself a shot and sipped it.
"I know."
Our conversation ended abruptly.
The woman with varicose veins had tapped me on the shoulder and asked for my email address. I gave it to her, opening up my mailbox to upholstered spam of all kinds.
We left only after being assured that we'd soon be receiving photo evidence of our moment of suspension, set adrift on one of the world's largest tapestry pillows.
Sunday, June 6, 2010
Benjamin Braddock Complex
Even now, confront with memories of my empty bedroom, I am dry-eyed. One part of my brain says that I should view my lack of water works as progress. The other half worries that I may be lapsing into a sort of stagnant Benjamin Braddock complex. I absolutely love the movie “The Graduate.” My love used to be centered on remote facets of the film (Simon and Garfunkel soundtrack, 60’s decade nuances, sexy garters and stockings). Presently, my preoccupation with the flick has morphed into a deep personal affection for Dustin Hoffman’s character. I know that that is a very obvious statement. He plays a twenty-something college graduate. I am a twenty-something college graduate. Why wouldn’t we be buddies? Nonetheless, I can’t discredit the fact that takes a lot of skill to make a film that not only portrays a stage in life but also successfully understands it. So, get ready for a list. Since the reference is apparent, the title will be too:
TRUTHS FOUND IN THE GRADUATE
The ‘F’ Word – If I haven’t been asked it once, I have been asked it forty times:
“What are you going to do now?”
“Well, that’s a little hard to say.”
I have already made a mental note and faxed it on ice to Future Addie. The message reads: “When encountering recent college graduates, do not ask them what they are doing next. Most don’t know yet and subsequently feel like shit because they don’t have a worthwhile answer.”
Exhibit A:
Floating – In relation to the above, post-college plans have in fact been on my mind. I have also managed to misplace the momentum necessary to begin making these arrangements. My normal self-starter impulses are kaput. I am not moving forwards or backwards. I am just drifting.
Exhibit B:
Pomp and Circumstance – “The Graduate” has one of the best conclusions of all time, bar none. It illustrates an awkward letdown, a subtle exchange between two people after the hype of an event has subsided. The formal elements of college ceremonies are similar to that of a wedding – you’ve got an outfit and rituals to perform. In the midst of it all, it is easy to get caught up. You exit the stadium (or, in their case, flee from a church) out into the real world. All at once, there is a calm followed by a thought. Ben and Elaine’s face is familiar because it is my own. I’m wedged between them in the backseat of a bus, staring out into the aisle, listless and wondering “Now what?”
Exhibit C:
..Huh?
You don’t want to watch the last clip because it will spoil the ending?
Why haven’t you seen the movie yet?
It is a classic.
What are you waiting for?
Do it now.
Really.
Otherwise, you won’t get this parting reference:
……ELAAAINNEEE!!!!!!!
Wednesday, June 2, 2010
Grandma Sings Van Halen
Then he started singing, "I'm your ice cream man/stop me when I'm passing by..."
The reference was simmering in my brain.
He continued. "See now all my flavors are guaranteed to satisfy."
My Grandparents were seated nearby, listening to the music. Never ones to turn down a chance to sing, they started to chime in, learning they went.
"All my flavors are guaranteed to satisfy!" they repeated.
I was on the brink of recognition.
He proceeded: "I'm usually passin' by just around eleven o'clock/And if ya' let me cool you one time/you'll be my regular stop!"
The Grandparents harmonized: "Cool you one time/you'll be my regular stooooppp!"
Then, I got it. They were singing Van Halen.
My revelation swept in on the tails of my Grandmother's final chorus. Clapping to the beat, she brought the tune to a rousing close with a final sweet, pristine
"I'm guaranteed to satisfyyyy!"
The best part is I'm positive that they both thought it was a Buddy Holly song about selling Popsicles.
http://http//www.youtube.com/watch?v=hvDL_3c8Hak&feature=related